I Need to Get My Life Together

7:15 a.m.

I overslept (per usual) for work this morning. I got up turned to TBS to listen to Saved by the Bell as I got dressed (hey don't judge me it's my thing). I was in the shower for way to long thinking about all the things I "wanted" to accomplish. My head was spinning with ideas and the opportunity to Develop some new t.v. shows. I just couldn't sit still. I smiled as I thought about the convo I had with a new someone last night...he made me smile...I like him.

8:00 a.m.

I noticed new emails flowing in on my phone, as I'm glancing I see one from a lady who wanted me to work for her dept. at a huge t.v. network. I sigh, throw my phone in my purse and run to the car. I know what the email is going to say and it's going to require me to make a decision, which I'm really not in the mood for.

8:30 a.m.

I can't take it anymore. I tear thru my purse to find my phone and read the email. Yep, just as I thought she's offering me the job and with more money (still not as much as I want but it's better than before). There's so many pro's and con's to taking this job and it makes my head spin. I have absolutely no idea what to do. Every time I think I'm on the right track something comes to knock me off course. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful, I just want to make sure I'm making the right decision.

10:30 a.m.

I call my mom (I kind of want her to make the decision for me). "Nope," she tells me. "This is your call, do what's best for you."

It's 1:04 p.m. and I still can't think straight. It seems like everyday is another transition in this 20 something life. If I don't make the right decisions now, I will be hurting for the long haul. Mannnnnn...I need some motivation, some answers, something. I need to get my life together.

***ps. The pic is of Va$htie Kola ( a director, entrepreneur, clothing designer,..the list goes on and on.) She just directed a video for the Madden brothers. She's a young black woman, well respected in the industry, and living out her dreams. I just want to get there...I need to get there.***