I'm in love with another man

You slept so peacefully last night...holding on to me so tight.

We had an amazing night...at our favorite BK get away..holding hands...staring into each others eyes. You kissed me so gently...and you looked at me with those big brown eyes...i love him...i love him..i kept thinking to myself...no actually that's what I was telling myself.

If perfection is possible in any man..then baby you are that man.

You make me smile...You make me happy. You deserve the best..the absolute best.

I know I don't deserve you and that's why I have to leave you..I have to walk away from you.

I can't lead you on. I can't hurt you. I can't be that woman that messes it up for the next woman.

I want to tell you so bad...every night ...I want to tell you so bad. I keep holding back...I say ditto..instead of "I love you too." If I tell you...I know you'll never look at me like that again. The way you look at me when you're holding me as if I'm God's gift straight to you. I don't want to ruin that...I don't want to hurt you. But I have to walk away...you need to be happy..and baby I can't make you happy...because I'm in love with someone else.