Jump...just...Jump

I squeezed my eyes shut so tight
hoping that I would become invisible
I didn't want him to see me looking like this
Hair up, glasses on, sweats rolled, fresh face
and lack of sleep. But it happened, he saw me
he looked right at me. I smiled..he smiled..we smiled
All of a sudeen ....that feeling..that feeling I hadn't felt in so long
Butterflies..blushing...giddyness.
I felt him...coming closer...and closer...
His arms were around me....hugging me..and it felt so good.
I knew from that one moment...I was feeling him..I mean really feeling him.
I didn't want it to go away..I hope it doesn't go away.

Come on he said squeezing my hand..lets go for a walk.

So I did it...I squeezed his hand back...looked in his eyes..and said let's go.